I'm still sick...and may even have to return to the doctor because the antibiotics doesn't seem to be doing me any good.
I hate having to sneeze or cough when am holding Yakee. I hate that I can't pick him up readily sometimes because I have to wash my hands first. I hate that I sometimes forget to disinfect because he's already crying incessantly, desperate for attention.
I hate that am not sleeping well... and disturbing Yakee and Jojo in their sleep.
I hate that i'm groggy and sluggish and tired most of the time.
I hate that I might have really caught a bug, that this isn't just some allergy anymore, therefore, I could be contagious.
I hate that I can't kiss my boys.
But most of all... I hate not being able to smell Yakee's sweet smell for days now. He's growing up so fast and am missing his baby scent and it makes me feel terrible.