Yakee turned six months old today... and Mommy was irresponsible enough to let him fall off the bed. He may have hit the protruding legs of the computer table, I don't know.
I feel so bad for not waking him up sooner, and falling so deep asleep, and not getting to him in time. I feel so bad for letting him sleep on that side, using the heat as an excuse because he gets more breeze on that side. I feel so bad for not using more pillows and for removing the bag in that area which could have cushioned his fall.
I feel so bad for endangering his life, his health. On this special day too, no less.
I want to cry so badly but we're here at my in-laws and I really don't want them to consider me weak on top of being irresponsible.
Sigh. I just have bad things to say about me right now talaga... i'm just so sorry.
He doesn't even have a bump and though he cried so bad, it seems like it was mostly because he was hurt a little and much sleepy still.